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| can someone please tell me i did not misplace or threw my MP3 cd?
and yes,
i haven been updating my MP3 songs ever since i bought it.
& i happily misplace my pinky file with my maths notes,calculator and pencil and eraser inside.
HOW DUMB CAN I GET?
so i took boyfriend calculator,pencil and eraser.
& i realised many view my blog.
dont be afraid to leave a comment/tag.
negative or positive its alright.
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you ought to visit xiaxue's blog.
i super love her latest post about top 10 disguting bloggers.
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| i feel so useless.
i couldnt be there when he needs me.
i cant really spend my weekends with him.
i cant have fun with him till wee hours.
i cant make him happy all the time.
all the cant's is done by others but not me.
showing attitude.
being petty.
jealousy.
possesive.
how useless can a girlfriend be?
admitting that i'm a extremely possesive & sticky girlfriend though.
& i have never been so possesive and sticky to my other half before.
dont ask me why.
i cant control my emotions.
i cant control my absurb attitude.
i cant control jealousy.
i cant control possesiveness.
when one fall too many times,
you'll be afraid to fall again.
the phobia grew rapidly like a snowball effect.
protecting yourself by changing drastically
& it ended up that your everything became disastrous.
you clearly know that it's really extremely disastrous but you chose to hide from it.
it then became a habit to hide from problems you face in your everyday life.
and it really turned from bad to worst.
& the worst thing ever was that your brain cant function properly.
your thinking can never exceed 70%.
needless to say 100%.
so afraid of being scolded till you have forgotten that you have to face the facts.
when one treats another good,
one doesnt expect anything similiar in return but at least some appreciation and gradtitude.
all concern and feelings are kept deep within oneself.
i forgot how to express myself.
i forgot how to be myself.
& i dont know what i'm living for.
no,i'm not being emo or whatever shit.
its been sometime since i feel that i'm useless to this extent.
i used to cry myself to sleep almost every night but it seems that my tear glands aint working anymore.
its been nights over nights that i couldnt fall asleep.
all i could do was to lie on my bed and daze through the night.
accumulating those sleepless nights equals to easily irritated mood.
and i really hate myself for being so useless.
i'm petty.
i'm selfish.
i'm stubborn.
i'm stupid.
what else?
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| LIBRA The Partner for LifeCaring and kind. Smart. Center ofattention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!!Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular.Silly, fun and sweet. -| You Are 68% Happy |  You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.
Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up. |
| Your Birthdate: October 12 |  You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month. |
| Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy |  You're definitely a flirt - and a good one.
But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by.
You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you.
That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package. |
| He's Getting Over Her... |  Your boyfriend gets an A for effort. He's trying his hardest, but he needs a little help.
It's likely that your guy hasn't had many serious relationships. Make sure you let him know what you need - gently. |
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 63% Pure |  For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing |
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |  Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
| You Follow Your Head |  You're rational, collected, and logical.
Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.
In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.
While you're cool, you're not ice cold.
You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it. |
| You Are 18% Selfish |  In other words, you're a warm, caring considerate person.
Just make sure to get your way sometimes. There's a fine line between unselfish and pushover. |
ahhhh.all so true.and i realise when i'm bored i cant stop blogging.LIKE NOW.its the 3rd post for the day alr. | | |
| i did another mad ass thing again.
i wash,dry and iron all my clothes.
except my bottoms.
just in case the black fades off and stain all my white tops.
now,
even my wardrobe is clean and smelling nice.
i feel good after cleaning my flithy room
i even setup a small dressing corner.
its jus lacking a table mirror.
i would like to change my cotton curtains to curtain binds.
i would like to paint my room in either pink or some wood colour.
i would like to change my bed frame,wardrobe and cupboard && computer table.
i would like to get a full body length mirror too.
i would like to get a proper side table too.
still i think mirror is the most important thing in my room.
i'm proud of myself today. 
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